{"id":14864,"date":"2023-12-12T09:20:34","date_gmt":"2023-12-12T14:20:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/?p=14864"},"modified":"2024-09-17T13:47:24","modified_gmt":"2024-09-17T18:47:24","slug":"is-this-going-to-be-hard","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/is-this-going-to-be-hard\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cIs this going to be hard?&#8221;: Reflections on My First Year Teaching Composition as a Writing Center Coordinator"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"margin-top: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px;\" class=\"sharethis-inline-share-buttons\" ><\/div>\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong><em>By Tabitha Fisher, &nbsp;Pennsylvania State University<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\" style=\"font-size:24px\">Unanswerable Questions<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It\u2019s September 2022, and I\u2019m standing at the front of my classroom, walking through the questions my students posted online in response to the new assignment. At Penn State, nearly all instructors new to the department teach English 15, the university\u2019s first-year writing course in rhetoric and composition. This is my first semester teaching after two years as the Writing Center Coordinator.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I pause, mid-overview, to ask if anyone has thought of additional questions. One of my students raises her hand.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cIs this going to be hard?\u201d she asks. The question throws me for a loop; I blink a few times as I look back at her. Her eyes are narrowed in focus; her pen is poised to note down my answer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I stare at her, blank. The class waits to see what I\u2019ll say. \u201cI have no idea how to answer that question,\u201d I confess.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I receive this same composure-breaking question several times throughout the semester, always asked in complete earnestness and always knocking me off my rhythm. Most times, I break into laughter; I can\u2019t help it. <em>Of course<\/em> it\u2019s going to be hard, I want to tell them. <em>Writing<\/em> is hard. God, <em>teaching it<\/em> sure is hard. After I\u2019m done laughing, I usually try to give them a general comment about what might be challenging and what might be familiar, while emphasizing that it will be hard <em>work<\/em> that is hopefully satisfying. Unsurprisingly, this response never appeases them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;A year later, I still don\u2019t have a great answer to the question. Maybe it\u2019s an imprecise question, like the common refrain in the Writing Center, \u201cis this good?\u201d Maybe it\u2019s a polite way of framing another, tougher question, one I asked myself repeatedly throughout that year: \u201cWill this be worth it?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I decided it was time to try teaching a composition course I wanted to better grasp the details of what my tutors were contending with, since our Writing Center primarily sees students from first-year writing courses. Not only would this knowledge better inform my choices in supervising our program, but also it would satisfy my need to feel like I knew what was going on and provide a sense of stability I\u2019d craved from the beginning.&nbsp;&nbsp;I took my position as Writing Center Coordinator in February 2020 while in the final year of my master\u2019s degree. The intention was that I would start part time in the spring, allowing me to finish school before fully stepping into my role in May. My first day in the office was during spring break. In the middle of the day, I was called into a conference room with my new colleagues and told we needed to move everything online, <em>now<\/em>. The University wouldn\u2019t be bringing students back from spring break, concerned about the new &#8220;coronavirus.\u201d At that point, I didn\u2019t have time to dwell on whether I had enough rhetorical or pedagogical knowledge to lead a writing center, nor was I concerned about whether I had the gravitas to garner respect within the university. For a long time, coordinating the Writing Center was about survival.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By the time I sought a teaching position, my scope had widened; I\u2019d been reading in the field and working with faculty and sensing <em>something<\/em> was off. I\u2019d begun to feel that I was missing some essential foundation of what it meant to be a real Writing Center professional, a feeling that hadn\u2019t faded with the first vaccines and a reintroduction to office life.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"304\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher1-1024x304.png\" alt=\"pull quote reads, &quot;By the time I sought a teaching position, my scope had widened; I\u2019d been reading in the field and working with faculty and sensing something was off.&quot;\" class=\"wp-image-14874\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher1-1024x304.png 1024w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher1-300x89.png 300w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher1-768x228.png 768w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher1-1000x297.png 1000w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher1.png 1070w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At the time, I didn\u2019t know <em>what<\/em> felt so wrong. Was it my lack of faculty status, or my degree? Maybe it was my age or my gender or my first-gen status. But I couldn\u2019t change those things; I couldn\u2019t take on a Ph.D., and I couldn\u2019t transmogrify myself into some hip Kerouac-esque Writing Center director that would instantly win over anyone I emailed via pithy signature line dripping with charisma. But I <em>could<\/em> teach and, perhaps in doing so, begin to ease the friction I\u2019d begun to feel regarding myself and the gap I was meant to fill at the university.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\" style=\"font-size:24px\">Dubious Gains<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That isn\u2019t to say I wasn\u2019t engaged in teaching before I stepped into the classroom. Facilitating a staff meeting or tutor training session <em>is <\/em>teaching. The countless emails, the advocacy work, and the morale-building are tasks executed with a keen rhetorical awareness. As <a href=\"https:\/\/docs.lib.purdue.edu\/cgi\/viewcontent.cgi?article=1976&amp;context=wcj\">Tatiana Glushko writes<\/a>, \u201c[writing center practice] is a distinct kind of teaching rooted in collaborative one-to-one pedagogy\u2026 Teaching in the writing center setting embodies what is often referred to as best practices in higher education\u2026\u201d (31\u201332). Writing center professionals are in the practice of teaching and composing all the time.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Classroom teaching, however, proved beneficial in new ways.&nbsp; My intellectual engagement in articulating rhetorical concepts and helping to develop student writing as an instructor pushed me to view composition from a new perspective. And I brought what I learned into the Writing Center, in the form of passing conversations, emails troubleshooting challenging tutorials, and novel designs developmental staff meetings. After a year of teaching, I was more familiar with the types of interactions that serve as a prefix for the ideas and attitudes that writers bring into the tutorial.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"402\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher3-1024x402.png\" alt=\"pull quote reads, &quot;Moreover, teaching composition served as a threshold that, once I crossed, granted me a new lens through which I could re-read my prior professional interactions. After a year, I\u2019d grown more adept at navigating the faculty world, their language.&quot;\" class=\"wp-image-14878\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher3-1024x402.png 1024w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher3-300x118.png 300w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher3-768x301.png 768w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher3-764x300.png 764w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher3.png 1070w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Moreover, teaching composition served as a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/j.ctt15nmjt7\">threshold<\/a> that, once I crossed, granted me a new lens through which I could re-read my prior professional interactions. After a year of teaching on top of my work as Writing Center Coordinator, I\u2019d grown adept at navigating the faculty world and its language. But this has proven to be of dubious benefit.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I proposed writing this blog post, I was in the middle of teaching my first semester, and I\u2019d hoped to make some statement that would unseat the creeping sense that I didn\u2019t belong. I\u2019d hoped to prove that I was capable of standing toe-to-toe with other teachers of composition <em>and<\/em> <em>simultaneously<\/em> that I didn\u2019t need to do so to be a good Writing Center professional. But I also wanted to <em>learn<\/em>\u2014I &#8220;crave[d] intellectual labor for self-actualization and personal and professional status&#8221; (Geller and Denny 118). At the time, I didn\u2019t know how to reconcile those states.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A year later, a new tension has emerged through an increased understanding of&nbsp; how the field at large sees people like me and the history that informs that perception. In crossing the threshold, the new vision I\u2019ve acquired doesn\u2019t paint me in the kindest light.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\" style=\"font-size:24px\">Tripping on the Threshold<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Our field is full of folks like me: non-faculty writing center administrators who generally don\u2019t carry teaching, publishing, or research obligations. On the low end, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.jstor.org\/action\/doBasicSearch?Query=au%3A%22Sherry%20Wynn%20Perdue%22\">&nbsp;Perdue<\/a>,&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.jstor.org\/action\/doBasicSearch?Query=au%3A%22Dana%20Lynn%20Driscoll%22\">Driscoll<\/a>,&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.jstor.org\/action\/doBasicSearch?Query=au%3A%22Andrew%20Petrykowski%22\">Petrykowski<\/a> found in their review of Writing Center Administrator(WCA)&nbsp; job postings that approximately 18% of their sample postings defined the role as a staff position. According to the <a href=\"https:\/\/owl.purdue.edu\/research\/writing_centers_research_project_survey.html\">2020-2021 WCRP Report<\/a>, the majority of director respondents (41.9%) and the majority of associate director respondents (17.9%) identified as non-faculty professional staff. Geller and Denny cite a 2009 IWCA analysis which reported 53% of Writing Center administrators held staff positions and 47% held faculty positions. These are the folks who fall beneath the ranks of even <a href=\"https:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/20866710\">token professionals<\/a>, those circling the perimeter of composition.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/threshold-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"A brick wall with a metal-rung ladder leading up to a wood door in the wall.\" class=\"wp-image-14835\" style=\"width:293px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/threshold-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/threshold-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/threshold-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/threshold-1024x1536.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/threshold-1365x2048.jpg 1365w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/threshold-scaled.jpg 1707w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 683px) 100vw, 683px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I took my position, I didn\u2019t know about the stigma associated with non-faculty status. It didn\u2019t matter to me that I was going to be a staff member without teaching responsibilities; I was <em>working<\/em>, with <em>writing<\/em> no less! <a href=\"https:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/20866710\">I had no way of knowing that composition has long been subject to a self-cannibalizing shame cycle<\/a>, that contempt is a currency with which we purchase status (Lunsford 360), that there is a systemic compulsion towards hierarchy as a means of establishing security (Schneider A14). After a year of mingling among the ranks, I can see my younger self through a new lens: there she is, a stepping stone onto the bottom rung. Or, worse, a threat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This isn\u2019t meant to be dramatic; it\u2019s a logical conclusion to the conversations surrounding the WCA\u2019s status. Geller and Denny, in their exploration of the role allocation in writing centers, conclude that such variants in institutional status, the diversity of roles WCAs occupy, is &#8220;our greatest&nbsp;asset and our greatest threat&#8221; (124). After outlining the dubious freedom of the administrative professional from research and publishing responsibilities, Geller and Denny draw a grim conclusion: \u201cwhen WCPs [writing center professionals] don&#8217;t publish, they perpetuate their own marginalization and invisibility by withdrawing, by <em>intent or de facto<\/em>, from any of the \u2018larger\u2019 disciplinary domains to which they might align&#8221; (118\u2013119, emphasis mine). In this argument, the threat arises when the balance tips too far towards those of us not expected or incentivized to publish or teach, thereby coloring the field as illegitimate. In this view, shame results from an internal fault, something we ought to fix as a field if we don\u2019t want to be mocked or derided by others.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don\u2019t believe there is an inherent weakness in writing center operations when they are run by non-faculty. I <em>do<\/em> believe teaching has informed my administration in new ways, and I believe we need WCAs to be practiced teachers to mentor tutors in navigating the loaded relationship of tutor-writer-instructor. As part of the field, I <em>want<\/em> representatives of that field to be engaged scholars. These skills are vital, but I don\u2019t believe they must hinge on faculty status. Rather, I read a compulsion towards faculty status within writing centers as a type of defense mechanism from the sneers of colleagues and the predations of starving university budgets.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"367\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher2-1-1024x367.png\" alt=\"pull quote reads, &quot;The shaming and derision are externally motivated by such issues of budget, of rare tenure positions, the human need for stability and security twisted by capitalistic competitiveness, not some weakness in our ranks.&quot;\" class=\"wp-image-14875\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher2-1-1024x367.png 1024w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher2-1-300x107.png 300w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher2-1-768x275.png 768w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher2-1-838x300.png 838w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher2-1.png 1070w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The shaming and derision are externally motivated not by some weakness in our ranks but by budget restrictions, of rare tenure positions, and the human need for stability and security. In the year before I taught, when I received an email from an angry faculty member accusing my center of \u201cnot even having an APA style guide\u201d and wondering \u201cwho even trained these people,\u201d they weren\u2019t doing so because they could sniff out that I hadn\u2019t taught composition or published an article. They likely responded out of a need for superiority, security. The lack of \u201cPhD\u201d in my signature line simply signaled that I was an acceptable target for their vitriol. I didn\u2019t know any of this before I taught.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\" style=\"font-size:24px\">The Sting of Hindsight<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In writing and reflecting for this post, I saw that my perspective shifted in response that year in the classroom, and I wanted to know why. I know now that the condescension towards non-faculty administrators like me is baked into academia, with <a href=\"http:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/20866729\">hierarchies of shame <\/a>replicated <em>ad-nauseum<\/em>. Moreover, the treatment I\u2019d noticed was not in response to me as an individual but instead centered on my institutional status.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I know this because of how things have changed. Even though I am no longer teaching composition, now that I can put &#8220;part-time faculty&#8221; in my email signature line, I receive replies to my outreach. When I\u2019m introduced by faculty, I get \u201ccompliments\u201d: \u201cOh, Tabitha\u2019s not <em>just<\/em> an admin; she actually knows what she\u2019s doing.\u201d But I\u2019m still the same \u201cme\u201d that I was before the title. Having researched the impacts of this invisible hierarchy now for months, I know that this experience isn\u2019t unique to me. It <em>does<\/em> still hurt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So, what do I do if the shame is part of the system, if my experience was a little bit about teaching but more about my role at the university, if my being part of writing center studies makes <em>us<\/em> look bad? The solution might seem to be to keep pushing, keep teaching, and claw my way up in the eyes of my institution and the field at large, maybe shed the staff-status and become a &#8220;legitimate academic<em>.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"685\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/good-enough-685x1024.jpg\" alt=\"A piece of white paper with \u201cAm I good enough?\u201d written on it in black pen.\" class=\"wp-image-14837\" style=\"width:234px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/good-enough-685x1024.jpg 685w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/good-enough-201x300.jpg 201w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/good-enough-768x1147.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/good-enough-1028x1536.jpg 1028w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/good-enough-1371x2048.jpg 1371w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/good-enough-scaled.jpg 1714w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 685px) 100vw, 685px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And yet, in a system that must maintain a lower rung, I\u2019m not sure how effective that strategy would be. If I\u2019m honest, teaching last year left me frustrated and exhausted, particularly in my spring semester, when attendance was poor, and the weather was cold, and I felt like an actor keeping up the \u201cgood teacher\u201d role with flagging enthusiasm. I learned so much in teaching, but by March I was desperate to be done with it.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My frustration only mounted when I looked back and began to see the outline of the portal I\u2019d stepped through. I couldn\u2019t be done with my experience when the semester ended because I had passed beyond a threshold, one which clearly illustrated to me that I would be more highly regarded if I kept at the thing which was so hard. I could see it right there, in the literature that I\u2019d learned to read.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Taking on teaching responsibilities isn\u2019t feasible for many WCAs or their institutions. For me, teaching composition every semester as a supplemental position isn\u2019t sustainable. It took a lot out of me to teach on top of my regular responsibilities, and I\u2019m distinctly aware of the various levels of privilege and local support I had to (barely) make it work. On a pragmatic level, to rewrite my role to require teaching composition is less profitable than occasionally teaching a section of my own volition. Indeed, such a rewrite would likely make me underqualified for my job: I don\u2019t have a terminal degree. Aiming for a full-time faculty position would mean I\u2019d have to leave the Writing Center, <em>and<\/em> I\u2019d earn less. So much for the respect of the field.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\" style=\"font-size:24px\">Regaining Balance<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So what do we do as a field? If I could wish for anything, it would be that we shirk this notion that institutional status has anything to do with our true self-worth and has everything to do with economic value placed on our professional identities. That\u2019s a hard thing to shake, particularly when there\u2019s so much incentive to buy into the idea, when the politics of higher education primes us to pull ourselves up by dragging down someone else\u2019s bootstraps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If the concern is that non-faculty don\u2019t have ample experience in scholarly engagement and that this harms our field, we can find ways to make knowledge and opportunities accessible to the people working in those positions. Beyond the <a href=\"https:\/\/writingcenters.wordpress.com\/resources\/join-the-wcenter-listserv\/\">WCenter listserv<\/a>, we can further index pedagogically and theoretically sound resources to which we can direct new WCAs, allowing those who are still learning (and finding time to learn) to implement sound practices without starting from nothing. Regarding tutor training, I\u2019d like to see a cache of tutoring course syllabi and lesson plans for tutor development; I am particularly intrigued by the Rocky Mountain Writing Centers Association\u2019s new publication, <em>Center Moves<\/em>, which aims \u201cto serve as an archive of peer-reviewed lesson plans and materials, grounded in scholarship, theory, or praxis\u201d for training tutors. I\u2019m excited to see where those efforts go.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/what-now-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"A white wall graffitied with black paint. On the left is a graffiti cartoon face with a neutral expression. \u201cWhat now?\u201d is written on the right.\" class=\"wp-image-14834\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/what-now-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/what-now-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/what-now-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/what-now-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/what-now-2048x1365.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/what-now-450x300.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For administrators&#8217; professional growth, we can continue to provide strong mentorship opportunities like the <a href=\"https:\/\/writingcenters.org\/mentor-matching\/\">IWCA mentor match program<\/a>, which has been pivotal for my development as an administrator for the past few years. We can expand indexes of publications that may be accessible to busy WCAs, such as IWCA\u2019s list, and signal support for such writers in our calls. Those who formally teach\/train as WCAs might post texts they found essential for their growth to further foundational knowledge for the field. While we can\u2019t negate the local-level pains for non-faculty, we can work to make each other\u2019s lives easier. To do so, we must centralize these resources and promote them, which means accepting and supporting the validity of non-faculty\u2019s role in our field.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"402\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher4-1024x402.png\" alt=\"pull quote reads, &quot;We can\u2019t negate the local-level pains for non-faculty, but we can work to make each other\u2019s lives easier. To do so, we must centralize these resources and promote them, which means accepting the validity of non-faculty\u2019s role in our field.&quot;\" class=\"wp-image-14876\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher4-1024x402.png 1024w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher4-300x118.png 300w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher4-768x301.png 768w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher4-764x300.png 764w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher4.png 1070w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now, at the end of 2023,&nbsp; I think back to my students\u2019 confounding question in a different way. The question stunned me at the time because it felt so obvious that it was unanswerable. Now, I don\u2019t think the question is as obvious as I initially believed. In asking, I think my students were more perceptive about anticipating the challenges of the course than I was. When I signed on to teach, I knew that the labor would be difficult, but I knew the task was within my ability level. I thought I would learn more about the skills involved in teaching during my time in the course. Instead of pedagogical strategies, teaching itself ended up showing me far more about my role in the field and how that had been influencing my experience from the beginning. To process my time in the classroom, I had to learn about the history of my field, the politics of my institution, <em>my<\/em> unique positionality and needs. What ended up being \u201chard\u201d about the experience was so different from what I <em>thought<\/em> would be hard that I never could have anticipated the challenge itself. Looking back, I think that\u2019s why I felt helpless in the face of this question from my students: I couldn\u2019t diagnose for them, being their unique selves, what they would find hard. They had to go through the process themselves and find out on their own, just as I did.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"324\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher5-1024x324.png\" alt=\"pull quote reads, &quot;My hope for my students was that they felt supported as they worked through the hard things. That is, likewise, what I want for my colleagues in the field now.&quot;\" class=\"wp-image-14890\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher5-1024x324.png 1024w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher5-300x95.png 300w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher5-768x243.png 768w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher5-947x300.png 947w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/pull-quote-Fisher5.png 1070w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My hope for my students was that they felt supported as they worked through the hard things. That is, likewise, what I want for my colleagues in the field now. The work is, and will continue to be, hard, but I believe it will be worth it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:25px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\" style=\"font-size:24px\">Further Reading<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cEvaluating the Intellectual Work of Writing Administration.\u201d <em>The Writing Program Administrator&#8217;s Resource: A Guide to Reflective Institutional Practice<\/em>, Council of Writing Program Administrators, 2002, pp. 499\u2013517.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Adler-Kassner, Linda, and Elizabeth Wardle, editors.<em> <\/em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/j.ctt15nmjt7\"><em>Naming What We Know: Threshold Concepts of Writing Studies<\/em><\/a>. University Press of Colorado, 2015.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bouson, J. Brooks. \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/20866710\">True Confessions: Uncovering the Hidden Culture of Shame in English Studies<\/a>.\u201d <em>JAC<\/em>, vol. 25, no. 4, 2005, pp. 625\u201350.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Carter, Shannon. &#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.proquest.com\/scholarly-journals\/writing-center-paradox-talk-about-legitimacy\/docview\/220694703\/se-2\">The Writing Center Paradox: Talk about Legitimacy and the Problem of Institutional Change.<\/a>&#8220;<em>&nbsp;College Composition and Communication<\/em>, vol. 61, no. 1, 2009, pp. W133\u2013W152.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Faison, Wonderful, and Tatiana Glushko. \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/27220892\">Beyond the Two-Tiered System: Contingency as a Tool for Academic Upward Mobility.<\/a>\u201d <em>The Writing Center Journal<\/em>, vol. 41, no. 1, 2023, pp. 28\u201334.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ferruci, Stephen A. \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.writinginstructor.org\/ferruci-2001-09\">Composition&#8217;s Professionalism vs. the Writing Center Director: Rethinking the Director as a Teacher<\/a>.\u201d <em>The Writing Instructor<\/em>, 2001. Accessed 8 Aug. 2023.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Geller, Anne Ellen, and Harry Denny. \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/43442405\">Of Ladybugs, Low Status, and Loving the Job: Writing Center Professionals Navigating Their Careers<\/a>.\u201d <em>The Writing Center Journal<\/em>, vol. 33, no. 1, 2013, pp. 96\u2013129.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Horner, Bruce. \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.2307\/358741\">Traditions and Professionalization: Reconceiving Work in Composition.<\/a>\u201d <em>College Composition and Communication<\/em>, vol. 51, no. 3, 2000, pp. 366\u201398.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lunsford, Andrea. &#8220;Rethinking the Ph.D. in English.&#8221; <em>Carnegie Essays on the Doctorate. <\/em>Carnegie Foundation for the Advancement of Teaching: 2004, pp. 357\u201369.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Perdue, Sherry Wynn, and Dana Lynn Driscoll. \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/44252642\">Context Matters: Centering Writing Center Administrators\u2019 Institutional Status and Scholarly Identity<\/a>.\u201d <em>The Writing Center Journal<\/em>, vol. 36, no. 1, 2017, pp. 185\u2013214.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Perdue, Sherry Wynn, et al. \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/44594858\">Centering Institutional Status and Scholarly Identity: An Analysis of Writing Center Administration Position Advertisements, 2004-2014<\/a>.\u201d <em>The Writing Center Journal<\/em>, vol. 36, no. 2, 2017, pp. 265\u201393.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Schell, Eileen E. \u201c<a href=\"http:\/\/www.jstor.org\/stable\/20866729\">Putting Our Affective House in Order: Toward Solidarity Rather than Shame in Departments of English<\/a>.\u201d <em>JAC<\/em>, vol. 26, no. 1\/2, 2006, pp. 204\u201320.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Schneider, Alison. &#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.chronicle.com\/article\/bad-blood-in-the-english-department-the-rift-between-composition-and-literature\/\">Bad Blood in the English Department: The Rift between Composition and Literature<\/a>.&#8221;<em>&nbsp;The Chronicle of Higher Education<\/em>, vol. 44, no. 23, 1998, pp. A14\u2013A15<em>.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:25px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-8f761849 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:66.66%\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><strong>Tabitha Fisher<\/strong> is the Writing Center Coordinator at the Pennsylvania State University, where she oversees the daily operations of The Writing Center @ Penn State Learning and the ongoing development of its staff. She is also a part-time lecturer in English, where she currently serves as a faculty tutor. Her current interests include curriculum development for ongoing tutor education, mentorship practices in writing centers, and best practices for ethical employment of undergraduate students.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:33.33%\"><div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1000\" height=\"1000\" src=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/Fisher-Author-Photo.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-14838\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/Fisher-Author-Photo.png 1000w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/Fisher-Author-Photo-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/Fisher-Author-Photo-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/dept.writing.wisc.edu\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/Fisher-Author-Photo-768x768.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Tabitha Fisher, \u00a0Pennsylvania State University\u2014It\u2019s September 2022, and I\u2019m standing at the front of my classroom, walking through the questions my students posted online in response to the new assignment. 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